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| Posted by: Jessica |
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
It’s just me this time, I’m afraid, and in very grumbly form. I am SO stuck. I have tried all of Kate Hardy’s helpful suggestions for getting past a block, but nothing is working. I don’t usually hit this stage until Chapter 7, but have been squeezing out pages since Chapter 4 and am still ploughed deep into the sand. I know what I need to do (just write through it) but somehow just can’t bring myself to it. Carrots, sticks … none of them are working, last night I gave up altogether and decided I might as well update the blog if nothing else.
To make matters worse, I have had some lovely reviews for Promoted: To Wife and Mother, at Romance Junkies, Cataromance and Merrimon. On one level, of course, this is wonderful. I’m thrilled that people have read and enjoyed the book so much, and very grateful to those who have taken the trouble to review it. On another level, though, it just makes me panic and think that I’ll never be able to write a book like that again. I know, I know … I need to pull myself together, get a grip, just get ON with it, as my mother would surely tell me if she knew what an appalling fuss I am making about nothing. I think I have a clear idea about my characters, and the story seems to hang together, so there’s no obvious reason for this carry-on other than my own susceptibility to distractions and general lack of self-discipline.
Enough of all this whingeing, though. Today marks a fresh start. By the time I come back, I will have caught up on my timetable, nay, I’ll be ahead of myself, and I will be totally focussed on the book. (Oh, yes, and I’ll be eating sensibly, exercising regularly and if anyone ever suggests going out for a drink, I’ll be the one saying “no, thanks, I’d rather stay in with a glass of water and work”) In the meantime, why not take a trip to the Harlequin Romance Authors blog where Jennie Adams is under the spotlight this month, not only sounding enviably positive but also offering a copy of her latest book – it’s all a lot more fun than here! |
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Re: So stuck! |
By Laura Vivanco on
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
| "Today marks a fresh start."<br><br>That seems to me like the kind of thing Scarlett O'Hara might have said had she gone on a time management course (as it is, her "Tomorrow is another day," sounds like an excuse to procrastinate).<br><br>Your post encouraged me to make a start on some work this morning. |
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So stuck! |
By Jessica on
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
| Not sure how you found anything encouraging in the above, Laura, but am glad it worked for somebody anyway! Actually, I wrote it last night, having been unable to refuse that extra glass as usual, and sent it off in a fit of sulks. Was rather ashamed of myself this morning, though, and thought about asking Nikki to pull it, but she was more efficient than I'd counted on and had already put it up. So now I'll just have to live with the shame ... |
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By Nikki on
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
| Sorry! You know, I could always delete the post and Laura and I could pretend we never saw it! I meant to post a comment this morning saying Nicola Marsh and Kate Walker have both blogged about similar-ish things in the last week. Nic has just started a new book and said she worries every single time that she can't write! Julie Cohen also blogs part way through every book about the "crows of doubt". So, you're in good company! The quote from your mother is soooo typical of mothers! I emailed mine at the weekend to have a good grumble about everything that was getting me down and her response....it's character building! Anyway, hope you are writing again by now. I'm off to drink champagne.... |
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By Laura Vivanco on
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
| "Not sure how you found anything encouraging in the above, Laura"<br><br>You wrote that "Today marks a fresh start" and "I will have caught up on my timetable, nay, I’ll be ahead of myself, and I will be totally focussed on the book." That last bit about "I will be totally focussed on the book" was particularly motivating ;-) <br><br>As for the rest of it, as Nikki says, other authors write this sort of thing so frequently that I thought it was an near-obligatory part of being an author, just as it's pretty much expected that all PhD students will, at some point during the writing of their thesis think "this is too hard," "I have nothing to say," "what I've written is rubbish" and "I'll never, ever manage to finish this." |
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By Jessica on
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
| " I will be totally focussed on the book" ... ah, yes, it's a good thing irony never works in an electronic medium! But you're both right - self-doubt is surely something all writers share, and all those mothers like yours and mine, Nikki, are undoubtedly right too. On the other hand, the drinking champagne response appeals a lot more! <br><br>I'm having a little flurry of film-going at the moment, and having endured There Will Be Blood, and been desperately disappointed by The Other Boleyn Girl (they took everything that was interesting about the book and threw it away) I have decided to lower my expectations and am trying 10,000 BC instead this weekend. Years ago I read Jean Auel's Clan of the Cave Bear, and loved it, so have pulled it off my shelf to look through it again before the film. I've just reread the blurb at the front which says that in writing and researching the book she worked "14 to 16 hours a day, seven days a week", so am now squirming with an even greater sense of inadequacy. It doesn't sound as if Jean Auel had any truck with writer's block. I could try and be more like her, I suppose ... but in the end think I'd rather stay with the Julie Cohens and Kate Walkers and Nicola Marshes of this world! |
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By Kate Hewitt on
Saturday, March 15, 2008 |
| Good luck with the ms, Jessica. I've been languishing on Chapter 8 in mine--I know what's going to happen, but I just can't be bothered to write it... not a good sign! But I think sometimes we need to give ourselves permission to take a break from the ms and have a bath or read or watch a DVD. Of course, a little of that goes a long way!! Hope the muse and the motivation strike soon... |
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By Michelle Styles on
Saturday, March 15, 2008 |
| I think Jean Auel had writer's block. She had a huge gap between several of her books.<br>Are you stuck because you have taken a wrong turn? Are the characters not behaving how they want to?<br>I still remember your slideshow with the A to Z of writing...and the aids to writing...One of the best things from that conference. <br>Oh and I finally saw an actual copy of The Sunday Sun. They did an excerpt from your Business Arrangement Bride and feature the cover of Promoted...as well my Taken by the Viking and one of Jackie's. |
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Re: So stuck! |
By Jessica on
Saturday, March 15, 2008 |
| My characters are doing exactly what they should, Michelle - sadly it's me that's not behaving as I want me to! Like Kate, I just can't be bothered at the moment. Maybe knowing what's going to happen is the problem, Kate? Sometimes I feel that having told the story to friends (a critical part of my plotting process) and having it all in my head, I shouldn't have to bother actually typing it all out as well! I did a bit better yesterday, though, and laboured through another 12 pages, although the only thing that can be said of them is that they're not blank any more. Somewhere along the line, this has been transformed from a first draft into another rough draft, so perhaps it will help if I think of it as that. It might take the pressure off - until a looming deadline piles it on again! <br><br>Reassuring to know even Jean Auel couldn't keep up that dedication to writing. Her block can't have been that bad if she managed to produce six long books like that, though. Each one must have taken years to write even without block. I really enjoyed Clan of the Cave Bear, but the others less so, although it was a very interesting concept, I thought.<br><br>Glad to know the Sunday Sun came through with some covers, Michelle. Excerpts are always tricky, though. They so often sound ludicrous out of context. Still, you know what they say about publicity ... |
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By Barbara Hannay on
Saturday, March 15, 2008 |
| Jessica, I've just been away on a retreat with fellow writers and we talked a lot about this problem. We pledged to at least write 100 words a day for the next 100 days. It seems to help. Somehow, knowing you only have to write 100 is 'doable" and often it will lead to another 100.<br><br>Another thing I try is to put on a CD of very soothing music (with no words) and not let myself leave the computer till the CD is finished. This usually takes around an hour and often, somewhere in the hour, the story will have started to move again.<br><br>If all else fails, I talk about the story to someone else. Even if that person sends me down the wrong path for a bit. I usually move on, which is something. |
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By Jessica on
Sunday, March 16, 2008 |
| A retreat sounds wonderful, Barbara. Setting an easily achievable goal each day is a good psychological tool, and one I've used too - although it doesn't seem to be working for me very well at the moment! I write out a timetable with random targets of between 5 and 8 pages a day, and hope to get ahead of myself. Today, for instance, I only need to do 3 pages to be back on schedule, which you wouldn't think would be too hard, but I'm cooking supper for friends tonight so that's the evening out ... it may be that I'll end up having to do 9 tomorrow instead. We'll see. <br><br>I find music can help too. I usually have a particular CD that I listen to obsessively for the duration of a book, and when I'm really stuck I often reread any books that are similar in feel, or have a character that reminds me of mine in some way. The book I'm struggling with at the moment has a feel of Georgette Heyer's "Sylvester", for instance, plus a little bit of "Persuasion" and Mary Balogh's "A Summer to Remember" although it's hard to pinpoint exactly why. Not sure why the Regency period figures so strongly in the inspiration for this book, which is supposed to have a city girl heroine and contemporary office setting but those seem to be the books I keep thinking about. |
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